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Friday, November 25, 2005 11:26 PM
lols. changed my blog skin today. think this will be the one i'm using bahs. no more time to look for it le. wahaha. today woke up damn late-11am. hais. then in the end, rushing my time to go to dhoby ghaut. hais. did something wrong. i wore jeans today when the dresscode was to be formal. lols. going to buy more pants and long sleeves shirts this time. lols. and going to buy some jackets or wadeva you call that. will look smarter. haha. today is the last VACATION BIBLE CLASS i'm going. a bit sad, because i learnt so many things for just the last two days. i'm going to miss it. :(

i understand what's the spiritual warfare all about. Pastors can teach us all the things, but is still up to me, whether i want to do it or not. BE AWARE OF THE DEVIL, BUT BE VERY IMPRESSED WITH GOD. lols. this is the least we should take away from today's class. i'm cherishing this sin with all my heart. a sin, that i never wanted to let go. therefore, to continue my walk with Him, i chose to ignore this sin. i wonder when i can ever let go of it WILLINGLY. can't imagine the day i do it. it's going to require lots of efforts. but my choice, do i want to let go? if i never want to let go, i will never let go. hais. wells, this sunday is the BIG day. yeah. we are going to breakthrough. Amen! lols. pray hard that those i've invited will not back out last minute. it is our decision that make us change in our heart!

thinking about class, lols. have yet to study arhs. sian. wasted one month of time because of you, but i never regret. at least you allow me to know that you are important to me, regardless of how you treat me. i do not care. there are somethings i doubt in my heart, but i will not ask you. i hope you will not regret what you have chosen. anyway, take care arhs. next time don't know how to cook, then don't cook. in case you hurt yourself again. lols.

tomorrow having performance for open house. hais. somemore i got meeting at 0700AM! earlier than normal school time. hais. then tomorrow maybe taking drill. if really take, then i'm sure to lose my voice de. nevermind, i shall trust in His healing. lols. because i do not want to lose my sexy voice. wahaha! yeah. sexy indeed. tomorrow can see my ** mahs? i not sure. long time didn't see you le.you don't only ask me take care. you must take care of yourself too. :)

getting late, nites everyone! take care. :) miss my cliques.